Tue Apr 3, 2012, 5:05 AM
Last JournalI'll still check my inbox and clear it, but for all intents and purposes, this is "good bye."
If anybody thinks they're competent enough to run LGBT-Christians should I decide to deactivate, let me know. Feel free to note me or message me on Tumblr.
Devious Journal EntryMaybe it's all a sign.
For weeks, I sob over my own mortality. Over mortality in general.
Last night, over Michael Jackson.
This morning, his daughter tries to kill herself.
Then I keep crying about my future and it really feels like I'm not going to have anything to look forward to, like I'm never going to be happy again and that I won't accomplish anything.
What if God wants me to kill myself.
I could take Xanaxes and stash them from Mom and then when I feel I'm supposed to, I'll take them all at once and see if that kills me.
Nothing set in stone yet. Can't help but wonder if God wants me to do this or if I'm just losing my mind.
What purpose does my suicide serve? I'd have to find out first.
We'll see if it's in God's plan. Until then.
I'm so fed up with retards on this site.Sorry for the ableist slur, but I really am.
Just because you say "I DIDN'T MAKE THIS" doesn't mean you didn't steal it.
Using bases, linearts provided for other users =/= using somebody else's art without permission. You cannot equate stealing shit from Google Images to using bases provided by other artists with the intent to allow other artists to use.
The (c) that the site automatically puts on your deviation overrides you and your white knights saying "OMG THIS ISN'T THEIRS STOP BEING A PISSY BRAT DURR HUR HURURRRRR"
You cannot use images without the artist's permission. This is a fucking fact. I don't care if you say "this isn't mine," I don't care if you howl at me until the cows come home about it.
If you stole it, you stole it. Case closed. There is no fucking gray zone. Your logic is lacking because you don't understand this concept.
I'm so fucking done with this website. Now I see why all my friends left for Tumblr or Yahoo! or something.
I'm really considering throwin
Hey, MJ fans, need some assistance.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVAzCgcI560
In this video, in the opening, that very first song that's playing as background filler, what is that? I have a feeling it's another MJ song, but I can't quite place the tune. Anybody know what song that is?
OH SHIT YUSGUESS WHO JUST GOT THE MOTHA FUCKIN' CRYSTAL PRINCESS
DIS BASTARD RYTE HERE
I got one of those Mystery Pony packs, and this one said it had PRINCESSES in it. So I opened it up and HOLY SHIT I got PRINCESS MOTHA'FUCKIN' CADENCE~~~~~~
I'll post pics later~
HOORAY!!My 18th birthday!! My life is wonderful!!
Thank you all so very much for your well-wishes! You really made me smile!
I've been reading scary stories, and it's got me thinking about death.
Seeing .Gifs of a man's head hacked in half, eyeballs blacked out and stories about various terrible things happening to human bodies...
it makes me feel like I could REACH OUT and touch my own mortality.
I'M NOT EVEN EIGHTEEN YET, WHY AM I WORRIED ABOUT DYING.
Please, God, am I going to die soon? Is it going to hurt? What's it going to be like? Where will I go? What if I'm wrong and there is no afterlife? If so, what's it like to just...not exist? I CAN'T COMPREHEND NOT EXISTING.
I'm really freaking out, you guys. I need reassurance. I don't know, maybe I should go to one of those Catholic churches and talk to the guy in Confession. I'm not Catholic, but I don't think my pastor hangs around the church constantly.
I really don't know what to do. I've been obsessed with death so much recently in my own mind and I'm really worried this means something.
Why am I worried about it now? I'm YOUNG. I've got ~70
Patreon Rewards Archive I'm currently making a living out from my patreon by sharing my PSD, video, tutorial and other resources for a bi-weekly donated if you are interested in supporting me and helping me produce more content while getting special perks, please check my Patreon!
I'll be archiving all term rewards here to make it easier for my future patrons to look through : )
A term is pretty much half of a month or 2 weeks and each has their own unique rewards and perks to them.
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TERM 32 rewards
Tutorial, video process, voice over tutorial,PSD, HI-RES jpg
(NEW RULES) May 2,000 points GIVE-AWAY! Hello my friends! Here we are again, doing a give away!
There will be 2 winners in total:
Here come the rules! :
1- Make a NEW journal featuring this one with the title "2,000 points Give Away by SeviYummy"
2-Put the link of the journal you made featuring this one here on the comments.
4-Favorite this journal
NOTE: The rules are NOT optional! You have to do all mentioned above!
I’ve realized over the years that I can’t draw everything myself, and I’ve damaged my hands by trying to draw all of my comics on my own. My followers are always asking when the next chapter of Fisheye Placebo or Knite is coming out, and it always pains me to say not yet. I can’t draw for more than a few hours a day now before the pain sets in.
I’m still determined to finish the comics I started, but I know I’m going to need help. I’ve been dabbling in 3D backgrounds for Fisheye Placebo, but I still had to build them myself, which is very time consuming and damaging to my hands in different ways.
I’ve been thinking a lot and I want to move my comic creating techniques to the next level and incorporate both 3D characters and 3D backgrounds. I’m not the most skilled when it comes to 3D programs, and I don’t have the time or health to create all the models myself, so I am looking
800 Points giveaway! :) [CLOSED]THE WINNERS:
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Updates as of October2009: Missing Halloween's story was created. Discontinued.
2010: Attempted to rework in 3D. Failed. Discontinued.
2013: Revived and started the animation production. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2014: Resumed and held a contest. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2015: Resumed. Missing Halloween didn't miss Halloween!
For the past month, me and Negyek were hard at work, day and night, to finish Missing Halloween. Later on, Procrastacat and VenBright were hired to give various voices for the ending scene. All of these are, of course, paid jobs, thanks to my Patreon supporters.
By November 29, the animation is officially done. All 8+ minutes of it.
The 'FNAF Sister Location' Anti-Hate RantOK, so everyone should have seen Scott's new teaser by now.
I was not going to write about this originally (so forgive me for rushing this journal), since I figured that literally everyone knows about the news by now, but the way people are announcing it and reacting to it disturbs me. I thought we were better than this, but I guess not.
Literally everywhere I go today, everyone I've seen is spamming memes like and saying that Scott is milking the series and beating a dead horse. Even people who have "left" the FNAF fandom and have decided to pop back in just to put in their discouraging, even hating, opinions. It's so bad, that I feel people are hating JUST because it has become cool to hate, as some kind of herd mentality.
Well guess what? It doesn't matter what anyone thinks! Scott is clearly going to do what Scott is going to do! The amount of hate th
How to get Popular as an Artist (EDIT)EDIT: Sooooo, this journal definitely proved my thoughts and point. Congratulations to myself, this is ironically my most popular journal on my DA.
NOW! I want to clear something first as many people seem to be mistaking and sort of bashing in the comments. People who do this type of content are not bad nor should be shamed. That is, if you really enjoy doing this type of content, there is nothing wrong drawing your favorite characters, wolves, cats, sexual content, tutorials, ect. (minus the drama... like seriously, this world needs less of that). I'm just a WEEE BIT tired of seeing young people and people that do art go straight into doing this because they get more noticed or this is the only way to get anywhere. They complain or abandon their passion/love that isn't 'oh so popular' (because it doesn't have advertisements/a pre-built fanbase, or a giant movie/tv show/game behind it) and move into something else that is trending just so they can be noticed. I know you want feedback.
Zootopia impressionsSo, I'm a bit late to the game on this one but I recently watched Zootopia. I can't exactly call these "first impressions" though because people have been talking about it for months, so these are just my impressions upon seeing the movie after having everyone saying everything about the movie. I was expecting some kind of hype backlash when watching it (which usually happens during scenarios like this), but thankfully that didn't happen this time. I enjoyed the movie. Most of it. There are some negatives, and I do have some criticisms of the movie. But for the most time it was a pleasurable experience. And there will be spoilers in this journal entry.
I will say, it was a pretty daring move for Disney to make a film about prejudice like this, in the modern era. Especially since their previous tackling on the subject, Pocahontas... wasn't the best. ("He's not like you and me/which means he must be evil!" A little on the nose, aren't we?). Zootopia is better than